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Today i'm feeling happy. Not any especific reason for that, im just chilling out and have a whole weekend to do more of this. Today is good and im living in the moment

If you die in the game, you die FOR REAL!!! 😳

Make fandoms sound ridiculous in 1-2 sentences!

Feel free to take as much out of context as possible!

Teenagers play Serious Business(tm) card games. Egypt is involved.

Middle-aged British man of a thousand voices parodies the above. It created a whole new internet video genre.

Two female middle-schoolers get engaged by accident after a duel. One of them insists she is heterosexual despite fighting boys to stay engaged to the other.

Nintendo characters fight by sending each other blasting off again and again. Mostly.

Sociopathic teenage boy kills people with a notebook. It takes a long time to catch him.

Jungle animals act out Shakespeare.

Sci-fi movie with a typical fantasy-novel plot and deliberately-corny dialogue. It becomes absurdly popular.

Ce que j’ai envie de dire aux élèves du “Pensionnat à la campagne”.

BRO STAY ALIVE

PLEASE

YOU,

STAY

ALIVE♡

Please make this go viral.

It is so important I don’t even care if you delete what I write here, just help it be seen. 

for the past week, I’ve gotten close to killing myself. quite a few times. like “911 was almost called” close.

if you could reblog this with a reason to stay alive, or just to let me know you’re someone who’s willing to listen on a bad day,

please please reblog this.

are you proud of me, jack? It's a struggle but... I'm still alive

I will always be proud of people who keep on fighting and overcoming obstacles

I don’t know why I’m writing this, I guess I’m just completely lost and hopeless right now, or maybe I’m hoping this could be my last word, my suicide note, or I’m actually hoping for someone to read this and save me from myself, I don’t know, but I feel like I need to apologize, for everything, to everyone…

Mom, dad, I’m so sorry for disappointing you over and over, for not being able to make you proud and happy, for being a terrible daughter, even with all your love an support for me, I still managed to fail every time, the last thing I want is to see your disappointed face, I just want you to be proud of me, I want you to be happy, I’m scared, what am I supposed to do if you’re gone without me making you proud, I love you two very much and I’m scared you’ll leave me before seeing me actually happy and succeed, and if someday you see me broken, I promise that it’s not because of you, you two are the world to me,you two are the one who actually make me come this far in life, because you supported me, you pick me up when I was down, you dedicated most of your time working to pay for me…

My little brother and sister, sorry for being a horrible and mean sister, to me you two are my light, and no matter what I will love you two forever, we used to always be together, playing, fighting, eating, studying, we even sleep together every night, and I expected us to always be like that, I’ve never thought that we’ll slowly drift apart like this, now I’m just an embarrassment for you two, it hurts seeing how you’ve grown more distant from me, I’m so sorry for everything I’ve said and done but please don’t ever forget the time when we laugh together, when we’re hugging each other tightly after we watched a scary movie, when we fight and dad scolds us, I want you two to be someone who can make mom and dad proud, unlike me, and I want to see you two find your goal in life and make your dream come true, I know it will be tough, but I promise I’ll do my best to help you, even if I’m struggling myself, you both are my first priority…

Friends, besties, I’m sorry if I ever ignored you, or not replying your texts, or acting childish and dorky, I just didn’t want you to see how broken I actually am, I’m afraid that you would see me as I see myself, weird and fucked up, you have your own problem, so why would I burden you more with mine, you being there beside me and talk to me is enough, I don’t care if you’re true or fake, whats important is you actually talk to me like I’m there, like I’m actually something that deserved to say hello to, you’re all precious to me, and I’m so sorry if I make you uncomfortable, I’m sorry if you ever see me as stupid bitchy hypocrite, I swear I didn’t mean to be like that, but all those days we spent together at school, all those times you teased me, all those memories of us bickering, arguing, teasing, I will treasure it always…

Teachers, if you ever see me not paying attention in class, or daydreaming and such, i’m truly sorry, I didn’t mean to make you feel unimportant, I never meant to disrespect you, you’ve spent your life teaching me and I’m grateful, without your guidance, I wouldn’t be here now, you’ve spent your life sharing your knowledge with me, and here I am can’t seem to remember anything, for as long as I can remember, I’ve always wanted to thank you for every lesson you’ve taught me, I always knew I’m not the best student, I’m not even sure you would remember me once I graduate, but to me you’re irreplaceable and I’m sorry for everything…

To everyone I actually know in real life, I’m so sorry for not showing any of you the real me, I’m sorry I choose to bottled up everything and never said a thing, I’m  sorry I choose to ramble here compared to any of you, my world is broken, and I don’t want make yours fall down with mine, I don’t want to feel like an attention-seeker, so I choose to keep silent, I’m afraid that if I actually told anyone, they would’ve changed, and then left…

I spent so much time comforting people when inside I’m dying, I always wear long sleeves even in summer because I’m insecure of my body and scars, I’ve helped someone recovered from depression and until now, she doesn’t know that I have depression too, funny right, to be honest I hate it when people said that depression is stupid, anxiety is stupid, eating disorder is stupid, and “just get over it”, you wanna know what’s stupid? Society is stupid, who do you think made us insecure about ourselves and made us think that we better be dead? Society, I’ve spent so many years hearing all those things, and honestly I don’t think I can deal with them anymore, I just don’t know what to do anymore so I just smile, that’s it, I just smile, I covered all my insecurities with my smile, I hide my self hate behind my laugh, I locked up all my depressive and suicidal thoughts and replaced it with a bubbly and childlike attitude, I’ve always tried my hardest to help others because I know how it feels to have nobody to help you, I’m befriending every living person I know because I know what it’s like to feel alone

Look at me writing all of this stupid things, it’s not like anyone would ever read this, but to anyone who actually spend their time reading this let me tell you, the world is a beautiful place, there’s so much things to look forward to, even when things get rough it’ll get better, you don’t have to push yourself to be someone you’re not, block away all the things society had told you, you’re you, and that won’t change, you matter, you’re important to someone, even if you don’t realize it, you’re enough, you’ve made mistakes and failures, it’s okay, it’s human, you’re beautiful just the way you are, you’re more than those numbers on the scales, more than what you see when you look at the mirror, more than what society know, and in case you haven’t know, you’re perfect, so find something you genuinely like to do, and hold on to it, as stupid as it sounds, I ’m actually here because of music and anime/manga, call me weird but it actually did it, I made this far because i found so much lesson in the things I love to do, and when the time comes, you’ll know what you’re meant to be, you exist for a reason, go find that reason

I didn’t have a happy childhood.

I was always alone, sitting at the back corner of the class. My teacher, despite knowing I can’t see the board, put me there. When I asked to be moved, he denied my request, saying that I should just wear glasses. And i did. Little did he know, all my previous teachers gave me the exact same attitude, they were the reason my eyesight was ruined. I struggled to keep up with my studies.

Unlucky me, I was seated next to the meanest kid at school, also surrounded by his friends. They pulled my hair, took my glasses, hide my stuff, locked me in the storage room, ruined my notes, hit me with a ball, splashed water at me, stabbed me with a pen, and make fun of me. They made the whole school joined them make fun of me. They all think that’s funny. I became the target of bullying in my school. There was one time, somebody tripped me. I fell. In front of kids my age, older, and younger. My skirt sprayed open, thank god I always wear shorts underneath. I ran to the nurse office and stayed there until schools over.

After that day, the bullying was getting worse each second. I just can’t take it anymore. So when they started pulling my hair and spatting insults at me in the middle of class, my eyes got blurry from tears threatening to fall. I told them to stop or I’ll go tell the teacher. They didn’t. Of course. So I gathered all my courage and went to my teacher’s table. I couldn’t think straight at that time, all I think was how to end this all, I can’t take this anymore. It was all or nothing. But what my teacher did broke me completely. He snapped at me. He yelled at me for disturbing class. He said that they just wanted to be friends with me, that’s their way of getting to know me. According to him, it was my own fault, that I should take care of myself. His eyes were cold, he stared at me like I’m something disgusting. The tears that was in my eyes suddenly disappeared. He then told me to sit back or I could just get out of his class forever.

I got back to my seat and stayed silent. I didn’t even think about their laughter about my actions earlier. I was stunned. He didn’t care at all, did he. I was approximately 11, for fucks sake. How the hell am I supposed to understand that it was just teasing. All I understand was I was being bullied and harassed. His words really left a mark on me. I realized something really important. If your life feels like crap, it’s because of you yourself. If you feel like shit, then it’s all your fucking fault. It’s because you’re useless. You don’t have the right to be called human being. Nobody cares about what other people think, now how they feel.

My shitty life didn’t end there. Whenever I made mistakes, my dad would hit me, and said hurtful things about me, then he would blame himself for me being like that. He was never at home, yet he still blame himself because of me. Hearing all that, I felt bad. I pitied him for having a child like me. I hated myself even more I didn’t think it was possible, but it did. Nobody hates me more than myself now. My scars I got from my dad was a reminder how I bring misfortune to his life. And my mother would always had that eyes, staring at me. That was the worse. Her eyes that would screamed all of her disappointment at me, sees all of my faults and imperfection. She never said anything. But her eyes explained it all. But that’s okay, I know both of them love me so much, even though I know I will never make them proud of me. Who the hell would be proud of a daughter who hated herself.

My one and only source of happiness, is my siblings. We were always together. We understood each other. I never told them about my problems because they were too pure for this kind of world, my kind of world. They may not realize it but they were my saviors. I didn’t cut because I don’t want them to see. I stopped myself from suicide because I don’t want them to see how cruel the world is. They are my sun, my light. They’re always there for me, I fight with them until I forgot about my problems, I joked with them until I forgot about school, I argued with them until I forgot about my shitty life. I love them so much I couldn’t love myself anymore.

So if you’re reading this, I just want you to know that even when you feel like life is not meant for you, remember that God always sent us angels to help us get through all the hardships in life. Please stay strong and stay alive. You’re beautiful and there’s somebody out there looking out for you. Smile :)

You are my fate

No words could express it enough...

You're the salvation that saved a wearied me

I'll be by your side after many nights

I'll stay by your side even if my feet bleed

At the end of this endless nightmare-

I don't know if it'll ever end...

You raise me up every day.

-Stay Alive (7 Fates Chakho)

i know we’re both just messing around pretending to be whole but look at me. if the train was coming would you move. if the ground was falling from under your feet would you even notice or would it just be another tuesday for you. if somebody stabbed you could it hurt worse than you already do. what i’m saying is that i love you but i think we both drive over the speed limit when it’s raining. what i’m saying is that i want to hold your hand and i understand about how you sometimes have to sit down in the shower. what i’m saying is that i’m here for you and if the train comes please move.

I think back at the skinny narrow brace face kid with the mini afro that I used to be..and I am just glad that that kid didn't take his life away. Keep going no matter how hard it gets. Even if suicide feels like the answer. It never is. It seems like it in those moments, I cannot deny that. You may hate yourself you may be hopeless or scared or ashamed or feel worthless, but give God time to work on you. To Him you are not worthless. He can and will change you. Please don't give up. Find peace in His word and about Jesus in Mark Matthew Luke and John in the Bible. God bless

If anyone feels in danger of hurting themselves call 1-800-273-8255 suicide hot line or ↓↓↓

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Stay Alive has such a beautiful music composition. Jungkooks voice with Yoongi’s talent is magical they put their foot in this.

An open wound with no healing and a disease with no cure.That's what loving someone that you don't talk anymore feels like.The memories fade,the pictures desolve and you keep living.Holding on to something potentially dead. - Melita 

stay alive feels like that kind of song that plays at the climax of the movie when you first think all hope is lost and then the hero rise up and use their last remaining strenght

ME AT 3 AM: Are all of Tyler's friends heathens because they are the banditos who don't follow the religion of vialism that is followed by the bishops in dema?