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“I think when I met you, I became myself again. And we stumbled towards this mad world and made sense of it. Together.”

— R.M. Drake

I’m starving for a good conversation.

And I know we aren’t a fairy tale. I know that because of three things:

There are no gay fairy tales

We have flaws, we aren’t perfect

Fairy tales aren’t real. And what we have is raw and real

I don’t want fairy tales. I want real and I want imperfections that make us each other’s definition of perfection and I want to be very, very gay with you!

The answer is no, I’m not okay. But you’re not the one I want to talk to about it. So yes, I’m doing just fine.

She’s the person I want to tell it all to.

Don’t you get it? It’ll always be you. No matter how long I go without seeing you, talking to you, being with you, it’s still you. You are at the front of my mind. I don’t just miss you when I’m feeling lonely or at 3am when no one else is up. I miss you at 3pm when I’m out with friends and having fun. I wish so badly you were with me, sharing the memories or at the very least would be there when I got home to tell you about it all. I miss you when I drive. I look over to the passenger seat and I imagine you sitting there, awaiting our next adventure, smiling back at me. Every time I close my eyes I picture you. I miss you every second of every day. And I want to tell you so badly. But what if you don’t miss me?

It’ll always be you, my love. Always.

I just wish you loved me as much as I love you.

POV: you’ve been the main character

Chubby Vampire Lord 🧛🏻‍♂️

First I’ll seduce you with my vampiric powers and jiggly chub. Then slowly drink all the blood until this belly is about to burst. Then I’ll lift you on top, with your legs stretched wide around my belly, pressed against my fat pad and make you ride. You’ll feel my massive belly slosh around, I’d be so stuffed and drunk off your blood and your lust. All while my fangs graze my tongue and peek behind this smirk… just to feel you bury your face in my soft hairy chest and convulse all over me 😈😘🥵

Yes!

You may not be able to see your own beauty or love yourself but one day, someone will. You have only lived such a small part of yourself, you will never know what the future brings. So, keep going. Hold on. You are never alone. ♥

PREACH!

little rant

*inhales*

FATPHOBIC PEOPLE ARE SO GROSS LIKE IT DISGUSTS ME GO AWAY JUST GO LET PEOPLE LIVE

FAT PEOPLE ARE GOOD AND BEAUTIFUL AND WORTHY AND THEY DESERVE LOVE AND TO FEEL SEXY CAUSE THEY ARE LOVABLE AND SEXY

If you have marks on your body, that means whatever demon in your mind or in your life that tried to take you out failed miserably, and they left you some sick looking battle scars as proof of your strength.

It means more than just "you survived." It means there's some force out there trying to end you and you're still kicking ass. Sounds more like thriving to me.

Show em off. Tell their stories.

I'd love to seem em and I'd love to hear em.

What's some unconventional things that you find attractive? Things that don't fit the typical beauty standards: hourglass figure for women and muscular/tall build for men. Clear skin, blonde hair, blue eyes, small waist, etc. Or things that don't fit the standard for that particular sex, for example, finding a woman with broad shoulders attractive or a man in makeup.

I think it would be good for people with those traits, things they may have been shamed for, to have a reminder that people out there think they're sexy.

I'll go first. For context, I'm a straight female.

There's nothing more attractive to me than a straight man with features, style, etc that are more typically associated with women. Corsets, slender arms, curvy figures, skirts, makeup, piercings, long hair, slender hands, soft shaved skin, painted nails, short frame, fishnets, timid personality, gentleness, softness... there's nothing like it. Femboys are some of the sexiest mother truckers God put on this green Earth.

One of the most attractive things about it is the confidence in and knowledge of oneself. The ability to go out in public wearing what you feel best in, fully knowing people are gonna think all kinds of wild and untrue things about you... and not changing. Refusing to adjust for society. Not selling out. Remaining true to yourself and making a stand for your individuality. Now THAT is hot.

What's some unconventional things that you find attractive? Things that don't fit the typical beauty standards: hourglass figure for women and muscular/tall build for men. Clear skin, blonde hair, blue eyes, small waist, etc. Or things that don't fit the standard for that particular sex, for example, finding a woman with broad shoulders attractive or a man in makeup.

I think it would be good for people with those traits, things they may have been shamed for, to have a reminder that people out there think they're sexy.

I didn’t have a happy childhood.

I was always alone, sitting at the back corner of the class. My teacher, despite knowing I can’t see the board, put me there. When I asked to be moved, he denied my request, saying that I should just wear glasses. And i did. Little did he know, all my previous teachers gave me the exact same attitude, they were the reason my eyesight was ruined. I struggled to keep up with my studies.

Unlucky me, I was seated next to the meanest kid at school, also surrounded by his friends. They pulled my hair, took my glasses, hide my stuff, locked me in the storage room, ruined my notes, hit me with a ball, splashed water at me, stabbed me with a pen, and make fun of me. They made the whole school joined them make fun of me. They all think that’s funny. I became the target of bullying in my school. There was one time, somebody tripped me. I fell. In front of kids my age, older, and younger. My skirt sprayed open, thank god I always wear shorts underneath. I ran to the nurse office and stayed there until schools over.

After that day, the bullying was getting worse each second. I just can’t take it anymore. So when they started pulling my hair and spatting insults at me in the middle of class, my eyes got blurry from tears threatening to fall. I told them to stop or I’ll go tell the teacher. They didn’t. Of course. So I gathered all my courage and went to my teacher’s table. I couldn’t think straight at that time, all I think was how to end this all, I can’t take this anymore. It was all or nothing. But what my teacher did broke me completely. He snapped at me. He yelled at me for disturbing class. He said that they just wanted to be friends with me, that’s their way of getting to know me. According to him, it was my own fault, that I should take care of myself. His eyes were cold, he stared at me like I’m something disgusting. The tears that was in my eyes suddenly disappeared. He then told me to sit back or I could just get out of his class forever.

I got back to my seat and stayed silent. I didn’t even think about their laughter about my actions earlier. I was stunned. He didn’t care at all, did he. I was approximately 11, for fucks sake. How the hell am I supposed to understand that it was just teasing. All I understand was I was being bullied and harassed. His words really left a mark on me. I realized something really important. If your life feels like crap, it’s because of you yourself. If you feel like shit, then it’s all your fucking fault. It’s because you’re useless. You don’t have the right to be called human being. Nobody cares about what other people think, now how they feel.

My shitty life didn’t end there. Whenever I made mistakes, my dad would hit me, and said hurtful things about me, then he would blame himself for me being like that. He was never at home, yet he still blame himself because of me. Hearing all that, I felt bad. I pitied him for having a child like me. I hated myself even more I didn’t think it was possible, but it did. Nobody hates me more than myself now. My scars I got from my dad was a reminder how I bring misfortune to his life. And my mother would always had that eyes, staring at me. That was the worse. Her eyes that would screamed all of her disappointment at me, sees all of my faults and imperfection. She never said anything. But her eyes explained it all. But that’s okay, I know both of them love me so much, even though I know I will never make them proud of me. Who the hell would be proud of a daughter who hated herself.

My one and only source of happiness, is my siblings. We were always together. We understood each other. I never told them about my problems because they were too pure for this kind of world, my kind of world. They may not realize it but they were my saviors. I didn’t cut because I don’t want them to see. I stopped myself from suicide because I don’t want them to see how cruel the world is. They are my sun, my light. They’re always there for me, I fight with them until I forgot about my problems, I joked with them until I forgot about school, I argued with them until I forgot about my shitty life. I love them so much I couldn’t love myself anymore.

So if you’re reading this, I just want you to know that even when you feel like life is not meant for you, remember that God always sent us angels to help us get through all the hardships in life. Please stay strong and stay alive. You’re beautiful and there’s somebody out there looking out for you. Smile :)

My favorite K-dramas are the ones where a girl pretends to be a guy and a guy starts to like her because they just wear baggy pants and cut their hair and they’re still so obviously a girl and yet the guy has a gay crisis anyway

so who’s gonna tell him?

Hygiene tips for ALL ages

ok first-have a comb in the shower! its for when you have conditioner in and then you can detangle it without all the hassle afterwards

number two- when you clean your ears with a q-tip use another q-tip and clean out your bellybutton! theres a lot of nasty bacteria in there that never gets cleaned!

number three-moisturize face neck and ears! do not forget your fricken ears!

number four-USE EFFING LOTION FOR PITYS SAKE!!! your skin will stay healthy and hydrated for waayyyyyyyy longer through life if you use lotion

number five-moose, go to your local pharmacy and buy a bottle of moose! it boosts your hair like crazy and helps it stay healthy by hydrating it

number six-when you brush your teeth sprinkle baking soda on your toothpaste! its helps keep your teeth white and sparkly! its also supposed to strengthen your teeth!

number seven-if you want whiter teeth use a banana peel! the potassium in the peel helps get rid of bacteria and stains!

number eight-clean your ears after every shower!

number nine-do not use teeth whitening strips if you are under 14, it could ruin your teeth

number ten-if the pore strip/whitening strip says use once a week ONLY USE ONCE A WEEK the professionals know what they're doin!

number eleven-every once in a while go without makeup for a day or two so that way your face can breathe 

number twelve-do not use two pore strips one right after the other, it will rip your skin off and irritate the skin thats left

number thirteen-KEEP YOUR NATURAL NAILS SHORT, I don't care if you get fake nails or whatever but your natural nails need to be kept on the shorter side or else they will become thin and break easily

number fourteen-i don't care what the internet says NEVER USE LEMON AND BAKING SODA TOGETHER the acid from the lemon and the abrasives from the baking soda will destroy your teeth

But last but not least you’re beautiful and your body is a temple so please take care of it! You don't have to drink herbal tea and meditate to keep your body clean and healthy! Just take care of its needs and stay hydrated!!

Thank you to my friend for giving me a pig rabbit !!! It’s from You're Beautiful Korean drama 

My girl doesn't deserve this, she doesn't deserve to be suggested that she should write more one shots and not fictions because I see her efforts, I see the way she works for her fiction or for any one shot, I know how much she researches before she even thinks of writing, I know how many pointers she make before she draft out a chapter, I know the way she frames her work and I know the way she writes and there is nothing even minimally wrong about it, I know the way she writes is beautiful and here's the bigger part about fiction, normally no writer knows where their fiction is going, it's never planned, some maybe blessed with a proper planning but most of the writers don't know it.

You're improving everyday @drarrywords and don't you dare stop Because what you write is impeccable, you've been a great inspiration to me and I know you're strong but just know you're wonderful and these asks doesn't know what they're talking about.

All my love for you 💜

Hey anons,

I'm not sure what to say to y'all right now, really.

Oh, lmao, big laugh.

Writing, for me, was supposed to be fun and now I have to deal w this too.

I've received several one of these asks istfg🙄✋🏻 Like?? Sure, I don't plan most of what I write. Sure I could phrase my sentences in a better way but I am learning more and more along the way and I'm sorry, I won't take criticism for that.

As for that "suggestion" about only writing oneshots instead of big fanfics? Well, I will continue to write iwcbty no matter what.

I will not be responding to any more of these asks. I'm done. I'm tired of this. You don't know how much your words affect me, no matter how much I try not to let them.

I will delete such asks as soon as I receive them.

I can't anymore.

I hope y'all have a good day.