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aro/ace are nothing more than socially accepted incel

I said what I said.

I never got an opportunity to fail without risking the few things I had just by being myself

there's a thin line between being reckless about anything and being afraid of anything and I'm always at the middle oscillating between the two

Nowadays they see me as selfish 'cause a long time ago I was actually the most selfless being

Nobody's gonna make justice or give support for us besides ourselves and I'm tired of pretending tired of pretending otherwise

I never had any issues about knowing myself 'cause my whole family and every kind of environment crushed me by being myself, which means I was forced into knowing every inch of myself to recognize what exactly about me was seen as "wrong" by them

my pain is valid

my anger is valid

my anxiety is valid

my traumas are valid

my tears are valid, including the ones I didn't let fall and had to repress

and no one who hasn't been on my place has any right to say otherwise

I spent so much time forced to live in distrust of the people around me that nowadays I am almost incapable of believing in people. It also doesn't help that I seem to experience the same types of traumatic events

I'd like the autism symbol to just be a glitch

I know all the implicances it'd get but that's how I feel and honestly I know it also says a lot about ourselves

I don't even know how to chat anymore, I just act like a psychologist trying to understand people and make questions about every single fucking thing they say

Honestly I can't see a future where I'm able to stand the fact I didn't got any help with any of my problems and still got blamed of being victimist while I saw people getting for free the same exact help I needed

; I was filling out a form and accidentally ticked the " Mx. " box and have been queer since.

Why are you lgbtq+? wrong answers only GO

Tried to explain floor time to my mother tonight and I physically could NOT

Me when I trick my brain into getting out of bed, because I deserve a little reward for doing so