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part of me was killed and the other half is on a eternal funeral due to not being able to do anything about it

I still think violence is the only right answer even if everything goes wrong

I'm tired of your violence, now it's the time to pray to your God 'cause IT'S MY TURN NOW

My bruises aren't getting any better

I'm still spitting blood but it's becoming less and less red than it was supposed to look

I'm almost unable to feel my whole body except for the pain that never leaves me

I don't know how much time I still have as a living being before my body fully rot

If anything gets worse earlier than I thought, I just wanna say I wasn't happy as I wished but I had great friends and family after all. I don't wanna be remembered with thoughts like "he's always on our hearts", my body was the closest thing you'd have from me (it's kinda weird to type it 'cause I'm way distant from being dead)

but above everything, try to make the world a bit better for people like me, even if it's just a bit. I realize we'll never be seen as equals but I still hope you fight them as much as you can and only rest when all of your spirits gets fully tired

there will never any justice for what they've done with us

like, do you realize how fucked up is it?

besides us, NOBODY is ever going to know any of the pain we felt or the blood that we bled

it's infuriating, but they'll never know any of it too.

I'd really like to make their lives hell just like they did the same with mine

I never got an opportunity to fail without risking the few things I had just by being myself

I'd make your life hell just like you did mine without any sliver of remorse

I'd be afraid of everything and everybody if I wasn't angry with everything and everybody

Yknow the "fight of flight" instinct?

Let's just say I never had any opportunity to flight before which means my response to anything is to just fight

Nobody's gonna make justice or give support for us besides ourselves and I'm tired of pretending tired of pretending otherwise

my pain is valid

my anger is valid

my anxiety is valid

my traumas are valid

my tears are valid, including the ones I didn't let fall and had to repress

and no one who hasn't been on my place has any right to say otherwise

I know I'm kinda biased about my thoughts about the way people see me but saying "it's all on your head" not only invalidates my feelings but also the actual proofs I have about their thoughts about me

Not even God would be able to understand how much I'd like to make your life a fucking hell just like you did

often frequently I feel the urge to crush the skulls from every single one who made fun of me or mistreated me and I'm not gonna pretend it's not a recurring thought

It's not that I like to answer everything with violence all the time

violence is the only answer I know

Look I’m not trying to exclude people but...

ANIMESEXUAL IS NOT A SEXUALITY GODDAMN

Like seriously?!? Tiffany watches yaoi once and is like wow I’m attracted to anime guys so I must be ✨animesexual✨

nO YOU GIANT HALFCOOKED DONUT

If you are attracted to anime men, then CONGRATULATIONS YOUVE ACHIEVED A HUMAN TRAIT CALLED EMPATHY!!

Humans are WIRED to relate to other humans, even through forms of media. And yes this counts for attraction. Please. This goes for kinks too. If you’re a man that likes women and you’re into BDSM then

YOU ARE NOT LGBT.

Y’all straight people want to be included SO BAD. I would love to see a point in history where there is no such thing as LGBT. As in there is no distinction. But right now, visibility and distinction is IMPORTANT.

Just because 13 year olds think that Hisoka or Bakugou is hot doesn’t mean that they’re “animesexual”.

Thank. You.

Parents and relatives wonder why I so obnoxiously rebel and get so easily riled up when denied something I need. They mistake it as "tantrums of a spoiled child". Scandal erupts when I'm "rude and impolite"and "disrespect"elders.

I'm not spoiled. It is because I've seen my mother and my aunts never raise their demands because they were led to believe that their wants' were secondary. I will scream obscenities at men older than me, for questioning my clothing.

I'm everything they could have been, I'm doing everything they weren't allowed to do, I will never forget my worth. The Internalized misogyny ends with me.

I acknowledge you've had it hard. I'm just making sure it doesn't continue.

I've never been as unkind as I've been to my parents and sibling, of all the people I've encountered in my life they've hurt me the most .