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When you feel your collarbone slowly fading<<<<<<<<<<
Some of my current favorite inspo💞
All from 📌
I never want to be the fat girl again
Low key gonna try to beat my record and go for an 80-hour fast
As much as I wish too, I am genuinely afraid of reaching my UGW. Like what will I do afterwards, I have almost no hobbies and this disorder is practically all I devote my life to besides school. I will obviously still do it and reach it, but then what?
I am genuinely gonna start looking for more hobbies to try out once I'm skinny lol😭
God made me fat cause he knew if I was sk1nny I would be too powerful💞🤞
The fact I would never wish this on my greatest enemy..
Genuinely feel like the only way I'll lose is by fully ⭐ving
I need less calories
Misunderstood as we all are with eating disorders. You can’t understand until you’ve felt it. It takes over your every thought and your every moment until it becomes you. And no one can see it.
Blogging about people’s influence of someone with an eating disorder(me)
My sister literally sat at the dinner table at the age of 12 like an ana person when that’s literally me and I still ate my whole plate of food, every dinner time she just stares at her place bc she has a natural tiny appetite and doesn’t eat any meals only small bites. I have anorexia like actually and she doesn’t so by her doing this sitting there not eating while I do and she’s a total skeleton and our parents don’t even care makes me feel like total sh1t.
I thought maybe we could go McDonald’s together and I wanted an Oreo McFlurry but she didn’t want one so I just didn’t get one I waited the whole week to go buy one and she just doesn’t get it with me so I can’t. Mf
I just want someone around me that eats properly to set a good example or send me to a clinic or psych ward to help me get over this bc no one knows or understands and can’t help. It gets worse everyday and she’s like the one who doesn’t have to eat and she doesn’t even have an ed and my parents always force me to eat bc they suspect me of an ed but I can never tell them they wouldn’t understand.
Please just send me to a psych ward
I can’t deal with being the only one eating i the whole family. My mum has a health condition where she can only have celery juice for few days a week and drops like a bunch of weight and my dad is keto so doesn’t eat any carbs and I all this diet culture around me makes me feel worse. I want to bake as it’s a hobby I enjoy but I’m the only one who eats it and ends up binging on whatever I bake so I can’t even do that anymore. My friend said to me should we get cake and then I was thinking about restricting and when she picked it up I ended up getting one and then she ate it super slow as soon as I finished she threw hers away just so I would eat it and she wouldn’t she doesn’t have an eating disorder she just has a small appetite.
God a need a fat diner guy in my life to take me to Perkins and f*ing eat with me to let me enjoy some pancakes or pie and let me not feel like comparing myself to all these dieting stick people who don’t even have eating disorders
LIKE IM THE ONE WITH THE EATING DISORDER NOW LET ME F****ING OWN IT. I SHOULD BE THE ONLY ONE NOT EATING AROUND HERE!
I told my mom about my eating disorder
I told her. About my experience of anorexia nervosa around 3/4 years ago when it began/ when it was most severe. She said she already knew and so did my dad but they didn’t say anything bc they weren’t sure bc I kept saying I shared food w friends and I got lunch but threw it away so they didn’t know.
Anyway moral of the story: she did not care and wasn’t surprised or worried and acted like I have a mild ed even though I’ve suffered for almost 4 years straight every day consistently.
But she did offer therapy I think I might take it but I don’t want to recover I don’t want to ever gain weight so I will not take it but I will go for the diagnosis to prove to everyone that I am in fact suffering I’m fed up of their denial that I am fine I have bpd and anorexia and I am not “fine”
They say that they have mental problems okay my auntie has severe bulimia from the age of 13-40 but I am young and also experiencing anorexia. Sorry purging isn’t my thing I’ve tried mutiple times, including on my birthday I might add
Anyway the cats out the bag I told my parents was not the reaction I expected I expected the one from insatiable low key disappointed but excited to relapse
Also my mom said I am “not thin” which was SO MOTHERFUCKING triggering and is making me want to relapse 383684x more than I already did so pore me in with the thinspo and ana posts I’m ready. This summer I’m going gym and running until I look thinner than “thin”
-she reminds me of vanilla, cakes and cherries she’d hate me saying that cause she hates calories-
watching legacies while having a binge day from hell and i feel so called out :'( i have officially hit ROCK BOTTOM!!
ʚ🩰ɞ Eu tenho que focar em não comer na segunda. Eu vou fazer uma agenda de qual dia eu vou fazer fr.
I did good while my dad was gone 2/3 days so I'll take the win but bad news since then I've been binging 😭🙏 kms what is wrong with me I need to just omad or stop eating damn.
May 23rd 2024 19:36
it’s never too late to start again. 5pm on a thursday can be your new monday. you don’t have to wait until the new year to better yourself. time is an illusion, don’t forget that. just because you woke up at 1pm, it doesn’t mean you messed your whole day up and that you can’t turn the mood around. it’s never too late to start again!!!
I remember times when i was eating ibuprofen for almost every meal, chewing a lot of gums, licking more then 10 pills of aspartam a day and ⭐ving
And now i'm only bul1m1k
I have just eaten a full pack of thin lavash with cheese
Sh1t